When I was a child I always found “the tortured creative” type of characters mesmerising. Unfortunately now I know that it’s beautiful only in fiction. In reality it looks like playing games whole day because even a thought about drawing gives you a panic attack.
saw an ancient neurologist (like at LEAST 75) once about migraines. used 'proprioception' and his head snapped, demanding HOW DO I KNOW THAT WORD. wanted to be like well it's 2025 and women can learn to read, now. in any case he immediately stopped wanting to talk to me lol