there’s also just a lack of big ego or tons of exterior motives which i deem to be traits i wish i had. i like being the performer though and it’d kill me not to see my #1 in the audience
i love his slower, more simple personality and life. from the outside at least, i like looking and seeing someone be their weird cute and day to day self. nothing glamorous or extravagant and I like that to counter act my personality. i don’t need things like a cool style, a special talent, a well paying job, etc. just try the best your can