bailey (bigger, longer, and uncut)

'losing lisa and theres nothing i can do' -- semi recov

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pinned xx

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seizure in a grocery store 💔🥀

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wrist check

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I GOT THE JOB!!

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movie theater interview tomorrow..

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movie theater interview tomorrow..

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today i got called 'ms calorie counter' as if thats an insult

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happy malnourished may !!

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kay so the most im able to get in is 800 i was lying

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killing two birds with one stone by upping my intake to 1100 :3

i get to make my nutritionist happy and i get to see if it'll make me lose weight again. my body's been in starvation mode forever lol

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i asked my dad if he thought my wrists were big and he said he could see the bone

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so pretty

[bailey (bigger, longer, and uncut) @treyorexic]

killing two birds with one stone by upping my intake to 1100 :3

i get to make my nutritionist happy and i get to see if it'll make me lose weight again. my body's been in starvation mode forever lol

[bailey (bigger, longer, and uncut) @treyorexic]

after i got my epilepsy labs done my dad took me out for breakfast and i calculated the cals of both our meals holy shit

mine : 270
his : 1330 ?? WHAT

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how it feels trying to not pay attention to cals

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my anorexia is either bad or worse but i've decided to go back to bad

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@postcovidstyIe strange yew never knew..

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sliced an apple and drank a cup of coffee and suddenly everything is okay

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it doesnt even matter because he (my dad) cancelled practice so he could go to an AA meeting

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"i have to eat before band practice bailey im not like you" what

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insane amount of fiber bars and like six stool softeners and im not going to the bathroom

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im considering going back to quasi-recov and when i asked my best friend how my eating disorder makes her feel she said "i dunno.. i think of you whenever i hear about one though"