Sem 8 kinda hits like a truck yah. Jarangnya ketemu orang ngilangin distraksi sehari-hari -> hasilnya jadi banyak waktu lagi untuk mikirin kekurangan hidup saat ini -> tapi datangnya di waktu yang terlalu telat dengan waktu yang masih gak cukup untuk benerin kekurangan tersebut
lg gabut, tiba2 kepikiran ini jadi thought why not post aja. udah ga relevan juga jadi gabisa dituduh nyombong :3 (not that theres anything to brag here anyway)
not that what i posted is anything legendary or anything haha. with all the time, effort, money, and motivation that i spent for that result, it definitely could have been better. but i was motivated and i was happy at that time, which is what i need to learn how to feel again ig
having long moments of downfalls and demotivations can often make you tunnelvision and delude yourself into thinking you're not good enough. i guess sometimes it's best to zoom out a little and remember your many amazing moments that you've forgotten due to time