@kiralovestay ink thinks she’s going a lil crazy about this until she finally talks to pran. she jokes about it, light and casual, but when she sees pran’s (semi) heartbroken smile confirming ‘no we’re really not dating it’s kind of impossible to happen’ she finally gets what’s going on here
pran: when is pat finally gonna get the hint that i need to fuck him or do i just give up
pat, a few weeks later: i think he’s just in his experimenting phase 😞 i’m so in love with him he deserves someone he loves as his first time 😞
ink: i did not move to suffer thru this bs
in another universe where pran doesn’t transfer, pran would have the potential + confidence to be a menace enough to ragebait (‘isn’t that just flirting, pran?’ ink wonders confusedly) pat into a constantly sexually frustrated state
pran thinks it isn’t working, pat is Suffering
ink: so like friends don’t make out in bed when they’re hanging out. or look murderous when someone else is flirting with you at school.
pat: what do you mean! i’m leveling up as a best friend! he’s being possessive over me!
ink:
pran looking out his window in boarding school and watching the moon and wondering if there is also a hole in pat’s life now that he’s gone or if he’s even thinking about pran at all (do you ask my friends about me? do you look at my window and wonder when i’ll be home? do you—)
“how much do you think of patpran” and it’s just me staying at their apartment and telling the staff i was celebrating an anniversary in hopes they’d decorate patpran’s room so i could have a visual idea of pat cutely decorating before pran gets home from sg and they delivered
the whole time pat keeps joking about the craters and pran’s dimples and ‘how deep do you think they are? i don’t think anything compares to the depths of your dimples, pran!’ and he says it jokingly but pran’s hopes of being liked back is actively soaring all the way to the moon
devastating myself further by thinking about them in hs during the song writing phase and pran being absolutely stuck (how can i write this song without pat knowing it’s about him?) and pat setting up a mat between their windows after midnight to moonwatch and get pran ‘inspired’