The only thing that makes me feel like this is all worth it is that I got to hug my mom a few more times before she passed. I wouldn't have been able to do that if I didn't leave where I was. Thinking back on those hugs. They said so much more than I could understand yet.
My college bestie and her brother are groomers and traffickers who've been doing this for decades and probably learned it from their father and mother. They are narcissistic sociopaths. I am the victim. They are still doing this to me.
This is a trafficking technique they've been using on me for decades to make people look at me in a certain way. So I never get the support I need to succeed. They subtly change the wording to manipulate both me and the observer. It has destroyed my entire life.
It takes me back to college when my"bestie" asked if her brother could stay a night in my apartment. I said sure and he slept on a futon. But now I think he goes around saying "we slept together" which most people take as we had shmecks. We did not I was never into him like that.
I've officially lost all my stuff cuz no one would help me. It ended with the district manager of the public storage on Red Hill Ave in Irvine yelling at me to call someone to get help paying what I owe because they couldn't wait till Wednesday. if I had someone to call I would
No no no no no no no how did she die? 80 is too young. Something's amiss. Some people should be living till they're over 100. Dolly was one of them. Something's not right around here.
Sometimes God makes me not notice the trafficking techniques used on me till later so I don't crack the bottle of yum yum sauce over his head. Buddy if you are noticing the yum yum sauce you standing too close.
My new song "Better" beat by Minerva Beats. And I'll tell you I put all that reverb in there just to bug @Timbaland cuz I know he doesn't like it 😂😂. Idk why I think we're better friends than we are maybe it's cuz I was there at the beginning of Timbo Ido and versus...🤷🫶🌞
Do people actually think this isn't humiliating to me? Having to go around and not look like a vagabond. What do y'all want from me? Other than to get out of town but you keep preventing me from making the money I need to be able to do that. And I'm not gonna suck a dick