I guess I’m right, it’s all your plan.
I see.
You are working.
Hard too.
I see it all coming down.
I must make it out to see it all burn down.
Thank you.
I think I’ll still drown, but I’ll pop out the water every now and then just to feel the air and feel the sun.
Therapy and medication won’t help.
Patience I guess.
I wish I could help.
But,
It’s a choice yk?
It’s your pill to swollow.
Wake Up or die living
We die but with purpose.
Mercy is what your asking for.
Crying alive, you cry yet you don’t feed yourself the right medicine.
Lol I guess nobody raised that person right, but another one bites the dust.
I just hold the mirror up to them.
That’s all.
I smile and let them be,
Be themsleves.
Their true colors.
I have to remember it’s not their fault,
It’s what’s inside.
The ugly parts.
It’s not their fault.
Okay remember that!
It’s not their fault.
It’s not their fault.
It’s not their fault.
Clean, reset.
before I forget: it’s every artist,
The cycle
The repetition
Until you wake up.
The cycle.
The title.
The song.
The wake up.
I noticed since I was younger how they all did it.
Amazing.
Thanking today MJ and jb and x.
And you too G obviously.
I hope all is well with them all.
I just knew too much.
I knew.
Yet you clean things up.
Protect it.
You are so pathetic, yet brave.
You learned now did you?
I hope you did.
Two new memories don’t forget them:
The rock in islands she didn’t want to come along.
Two, the walk goodnight , not me .
Not my day at all.
That cursed day.
I was awake.
I knew.
I knew everything.
You fool.
Yet I stayed.
Because that is my role.