Metal Gear Woman

Mimi's open vent hole

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foolishly leapt headfirst into another friendship I was unprepared for. I guess I'm just praying I'll find the one relationship that'll fulfill me instead of the much harder task of looking inward and fixing what's broken

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I feel like the mimi who puts the work in is completely different from the mimi who gets to actually enjoy it. and it feels unfair. what a dumb fucking dilemma to have to actually for real deal with. fuck my moron life

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I feel so stupid for feeling slighted at the slightest shit. just completely inoffensive stuff that inexplicably hurts me deeply

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there's nothing more to be said really. I just fuckin suck as a person. and because I fully believe that it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. how am I supposed to put all this hard ass work in to improve the life of such a shitty, lazy asshole

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this shit has literally not ended well for me even one time. the only answer to the question "why do I keep doing this" is because I'm fucking stupid

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being in love sucks so much fucking ass you'd think I'd learn to stop. and yet

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reddit never fails to impress me when it comrs to misogyny. it's truly like panning for gold and being surprised when a bear rips you to shreds

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lks to me so loud!

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when I see

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your love taaaaaaaaa

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this is what happens when I'm sober I guess. maybe I need weed even more than I thought

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I've just grown increasingly fed up with people treating me like I'm constantly doing the wrong thing and a gigantic fucking hazard to be around. I deserve love and peace as much as any living creature. so go and fuck yourselves

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a single helpful action would probably save me from spiraling the way I am now but I'm not worth the fucking trouble I guess.

[Metal Gear Woman @trombonesolo]

micah's just a crazy bitch! she's just so dismissive and combative and frustrating to talk to! I guess I'm just never going to speak to her unless it's to make her feel bad