foolishly leapt headfirst into another friendship I was unprepared for. I guess I'm just praying I'll find the one relationship that'll fulfill me instead of the much harder task of looking inward and fixing what's broken
I feel like the mimi who puts the work in is completely different from the mimi who gets to actually enjoy it. and it feels unfair. what a dumb fucking dilemma to have to actually for real deal with. fuck my moron life
there's nothing more to be said really. I just fuckin suck as a person. and because I fully believe that it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. how am I supposed to put all this hard ass work in to improve the life of such a shitty, lazy asshole
I've just grown increasingly fed up with people treating me like I'm constantly doing the wrong thing and a gigantic fucking hazard to be around. I deserve love and peace as much as any living creature. so go and fuck yourselves
micah's just a crazy bitch! she's just so dismissive and combative and frustrating to talk to! I guess I'm just never going to speak to her unless it's to make her feel bad