KIERAN.

do i look like him? | his radiant moon; @cantoriexile

[ً @holyaches]

in another universe， i am easier to love.

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@CantorisFledge … you’ll get it next time? 💧

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

it’s not very funny…

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

mothers are humans who sometimes give birth to their pain instead of children.

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

you are.

[— TOBIAS. @EATYOURY0UNG_]

my wife keeps telling me i'm an asshole for abandoning my son but i came back so it doesn't count

[𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫 @CantorisFledge]

@truthisacave

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@CantoriExile … okay. yes, please.

[𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫 @CantorisFledge]

@truthisacave

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@CantoriExile …

( he sighs, a little shaky breath out through his nose. he wants to argue, but what is there to say? he’s tired. )

i, i guess not.

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@CantoriExile // pats u

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@CantoriExile i—

( he shrinks back. doesn’t meet her eyes, but squeezes her hands. )

… it’s fine. i just, shouldn’t have gotten my hopes up.

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@CantoriExile …

( he looks pale. if she touches him, she’ll see that he’s trembling. )

i’m fine.

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@EATY0URYOUNG_ yeah. yeah, i heard you the first time. i’m going.

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

// this is actually crazy

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@EATY0URYOUNG_ …

( he sets his jaw. his hands clench and unclench into fists. )

okay, tobias. good talk.

[KIERAN. @truthisacave]

@EATY0URYOUNG_ … ( he purses his lips. sighs through his nose, and doesn’t meet tobias’ eyes. )

i just— think— it’s awfully audacious of you to show up again after 18 years of nothing and act like you have a say in what i do with my life.

[‍‍ ‍ 𝔯𝔬𝔱 ‍ ‍ ✦̲ ‍ ‍ 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑚𓈒 @godbanes]

simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. he is doomed from the beginning. her love will not save him from suffering. because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby ， it's a sacrifice.