I used to be so afraid of doing anything solo but honestly taking myself on lil dates has been one of the BEST parts of getting older and more self assured ๐ฅน so much fckin fun yo
โI donโt remember my childhood.โ Lemme guess, you have allergies + you poop weird + you sleep weird + you feel dizzy when you stand up quickly + youโre weirdly sensitive to certain smells/sounds/tastes/textures + you struggle to do stuff you WANT to do + youโre often sad/nervous?
Now imagine you're an apple, a pear, a plum, a strawberry, an orange, a cake, an ice cream, a pickle, cheese, salami, a lollipop, a cherry pie, a sausage, a cupcake, a watermelon, or a green leaf.
Not so happy, is it
tbh sure I understand I have rejection sensitivity or whatever the heck but like if I could stop thinking about it all the fckin time that would be NICE
How do people cope with how evil everyone is? Like everyday for the last 4 years has been another level of psychological damage to my faith in mankind. Things get worse and worse, people openly, flagrantly lie and are rewarded. Narrative as reality, a postmodern hell