I’m so embarrassed by all the pathetic and desperate shit I’ve done in an attempt to feel loved, and I’m more embarrassed that nothing has ever worked.
i think this is one of the songs that hit me the most because sometimes, the hardest people to move on from are not the cruel ones —they're the ones who gave you enough good memories to stay but with enough disappointment AND resentment to leave https://t.co/7aVvXzhW79
A hard pill that I had to swallow and coming into realization is that someone wanted the benefits of having me without wanting the responsibility of fully choosing me
he made her feel so sad and unlike herself just for wanting her love to be reciprocated. it’s self debilitating to know you’re accepting less than what you deserve and constantly putting yourself on the back burner for someone that doesn’t care as much as you
the loneliness encapsulated in this album… it must’ve been so isolating being told that you’re in the perfect relationship when you’re actually struggling so much and it was conveyed perfectly in this record
cigarette smoke is for the girls who are with someone who's objectively good yet so passive so u feel isolated in ur efforts and slowly get worn down by always being the one trying
me with the guy i was seeing for the last 9 months… he was the nicest a guy has been to me but also so cold at the same time… always ended up feeling so lonely around him
cigarette smoke is for the girls who are with someone who's objectively good yet so passive so u feel isolated in ur efforts and slowly get worn down by always being the one trying
olivia rodrigo and i are both lover girls who get attached easily and quickly and give/do too much for guys only to get hurt in the end. lolol after my recent *situationship* i feel her album a lot 😩
i love how in ‘honeybee’, she explains that when you’ve survived nothing but exhausting relationships, surrendering to a love that is completely uncomplicated feels like the most radical thing you can do
i love how in ‘honeybee’, she explains that when you’ve survived nothing but exhausting relationships, surrendering to a love that is completely uncomplicated feels like the most radical thing you can do
YOU'RE A SPARK IN THE DARK AND MY CLOTHES ALL CAUGHT A FLAME YOU SHOULD FEEL HOW I FEEL WHEN SOMEBODY SAYS YOUR NAME I'M THE CAR SPEEDING DOWN THE BOULEVARD WITHOUT A BRAKE AND I WANT YOU MORE THAN ANY STUPID SONG COULD EVER SAY
there’s a very specific brand of olivia rodrigo heartbreak that centers on the humiliation of staying too long with someone who wouldn’t fight for you… that agonizing combination of deeply resenting them while simultaneously mourning the lost time