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bmi: 13.2 ♡ edtwt (19)

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❧ the eating rules i followed that helped me reach my ugw ❧

a disordered 🧵 for edtwt

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i haven’t tweeted in so long holy shit, how’s everyone ????

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how did i possible manage to binge on DATES.

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i need motivation to starve

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how do i break out of a binge cycle

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ugh i feel so disgusting. binged YET AGAIN. im literally stuck in a cycle i hate it

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im gonna get back to my lw . idc

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@sophiaxinspo27 ngl this is how my brain works LOLL

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cleanse ur body🧘🏽‍♀️

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i love feeling my hipbones and my chest bones

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ngl not being at my lw is such an uncomfy feeling cause like. anything over my lw feels like im so fat ???

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i haven’t been active lately tbh and idk why cause like i’m still super deep in my ed :/

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i don’t learn

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everytime i take lax and i’m dying on the toilet i’m like this is the LAST time i take lax. then i take it again

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period bloat :( so triggering

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i feel so invalidated like i’ve been starving what’s going on

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i just got my period for the first time in over a year.. wtf.

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i can’t believe one time i binged on honey. HONEY.

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imagine how much better people will start treating you when ur skinny & yes it’s a real thing.

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starving makes me feel euphoric and i mistake that for happiness :(

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back n forth between wanting to recover n wanting to starve to death