tay

just makin it

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Fake it till ya make it.

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Have you ever felt like an imposter in your own life?

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I realized that you were the only thing I was sure about in my life.

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The difference between me and you is when I said forever, I meant it.

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I wish I could’ve just been a kid, instead of having to grow up at the age of 10. I wish I didn’t see the things I did, or feels emotions I didn’t even know the names of at that age.

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Not gonna lie, I sometimes envy people who grew up with a healthy family/household.

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As I sit here writing down all my childhood traumas, I’ve realized most men I have had in my life have been so damn mean to me.

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Have been clean for 466 days, and nights like these, I miss how happy I was when I was using. I know it wasn’t real happiness, but it was still happiness. I would never go back, it’s just not easy moving forward sometimes.