How i wish.. That certain thgs remains the same.. Ya Allah, May He eases all for me.. Sometimes just sometimes I wish, I have the will power to give up..
Everytime I see ppl renovate their house. I cringe and die a lil inside. Am happy for them but I am just reminded of my pain. That indescribable feeling.. Alhamdulilah for everything.. π§π
Am worried wart right now..Chub Hub went to work despite his high fever.Gosh feeling soo awful and worried.Praying real hard, he make it through till 3pm.
Ok, gotta stop.. Becoming oh so whiny now. Sorry, NOT sorry for ranting sometimes. Lucky for this small lil outlet to vent and rant sometimes. π Wish I have the energy to keep a diary again.. Diary ehh, zaman bila seh Ti. Kentalnyaaa.. ππ #diaberbualsendiri#perangailamastarts
Knowing if I am out there, going for my personal gains and my kids missing out on me.. See.. Sigh.. How to achieve that so called success?! Goodness, I am killing myself by overthinking sometimes. Yes, I get all jelly sometimes seeing all these mums go out there and get it...!
Being super emo now, thanks to the pms. Guess alot of things on my mind and its getting all jumbled up. Stay sane and just breathe..And having a superly bad cough is killing me, urghhhhhhhhh.. How lah to have the energy for this wkend and having a rewang sesh for cuz wedding..
You see how these ladies can just do anything and everything without their kids. How they achieve their goals, having their own time and just killing it. But here I am worried, if my kids don't eat and most importantly.. I just can't park my kids anywhere.. Guilt tripping myself
Had a few down moments recently. Wishing that maybe I shouldn't stop work and just maybe I would be successful. And maybe I wouldn't be a useless SAHM with no achievements. Sigh.. Fb is a killer sometimes, having a circle of successful mums kills me sometimes.
And i am always glad that ady is by my side. Always making me look on the bright side, always encouraging me. Always telling me that i am doing an awesome job.But sometimes i just can't help the feeling of being so https://t.co/zQwNRHGPde KPI, no results achieved, no challenges..
There is always that ONE day, where you feel so down.Whether you made the right choices, whether what you are doing is right.Seeing people accomplishments make my life seems so insignificant.Thinking if i could achieve more if i become a working mum instead.This is that ONE dayπ§