im attracted to people so rarely that when i am attracted to someone, it feels like it must be for some divine or ethereal reason. i start to believe there must be something special in them that no one else has. i can’t just brush it off as a fluke of hormones or brain chemistry. all i can think is: why them? why them? why them?
when he says “ily”, but Achilles once said “i would recognize you in total darkness, were you mute and i deaf. i would recognize you in another lifetime entirely, in different bodies, different times. and i would love you in all of this, until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion.”
The reason why you feel so connected to your pets is because they were really meant to be your children, just in another form. They came to save you and be with you
3 things i don’t like when talking to me. don’t talk to me like i’m your child, don’t talk to me like i’m suppose to be scared of you, and never try to talk to me like i’m stupid. I get HOT quick
the best thing a therapist ever told me is “you’re not lazy, you only have a certain amount of energy and right now you’re using it all to survive” and i know someone else needs to hear that too
My therapist told me, “No one notices your sadness until it turns into anger, and then you’re the problem. Healing is realizing you became the angry person because no one saw your sadness first” and I felt that.