Most of you know me as the retarded and goated dev, bagworker/believer or trader I am
18, Employed & still in school making ~500k from crypto in the past 6 Months
But for about ~1 Year now I'm fighting demons I've not managed to defeat
After beeing at broke all summer 2025, and beeing -8,000€ in debts I managed to pay off my debt after making my first 5 & 6 Figs from Crypto in 4 Weeks (Sept/Oct. 2025)
I turned that 6 figs into ~260k$ Trading in november
But 1 Month later, 1 Day before christmas? I was at dead zero again.
Gambled every single penny, every single sidewallet, stables, holdings, oneclipped every conviction play in 2 Nights without sleeping a single minute between two Workdays where I sat shaking in my office
But I decided to lock in harder than ever before, built myself up from the ground, hit a nice small 5 Fig play, and turned that 20k$ into 220k$ in the trenches again.
I was so fking happy to make it all back this fast.
In June I will finally have my last day at Work/School....
I was thinking about the summer vacations I can afford now.
Bought a nice watch, and actually "lived" for a few weeks after turning 18 and I was finally able to travel independently, etc. On top of that, I was ~ 2 Months completley gambling free.
But what happens when the "few weeks off" are over and you fall back into old habits? Beeing depressed at your 9-5 all day, isolating yourself in your own room for months? Not going outside? Doing nothing with friends or family anymore?
A few weeks later I had a relapse, had a small win, and wanted to "call it a day."
A few days ago I tweeted, "The people who never won big at the casino don't even realize how lucky they are."
Let me explain this: since the year I've been dealing with my gambling addiction, I've lost all enjoyment in everything else in my life.
No walks, no motivation, no sports, no training, no gaming, no chill weekends with friends, no good food or appetite, nothing. Nothing felt real anymore because it didn't give my brain what the casino gave me.
Addicts (whether to drugs or gambling) lose interest in everything else in their lives, and with gambling, it's a constant "hunt for dopamine" until it becomes a "hunt for what you've lost."
How did it end?
After that relapse, I gambled 4-5 times a day for 4-12 hours each day, for 1-2 months, without any relation or attachment to the money and while I was experiencing severe withdrawal symptoms. I knew it would end badly, so I transferred almost everything I had to my Ledger and gave it to my parents (who knew nothing about my addiction).
Offcourse, that didn't work, because an addict always finds excuses and ways.
I've had good and bad phases, but after almost every heavy trading loss, I tried to gamble the loss back at the casino. Most of the time it worked, sometimes it didn't.
In the past three days, I've gambled away my entire portfolio again, every single penny I had.
I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy to go to school/work the day after he'd rinsed the yearly salary of all your colleagues in 30 seconds, and had to pretend everything was okay and keep answering his emails for the company that pays you 700€ a month.
What I want to tell you all with this tweet:
Get a life outside of crypto, you need a second IRL activity that you can focus on. Your goal should be to Lifemaxx. Eat clean, get a clear had everyday, and dont destroy your dopamine receptors with cheap doomscrolling, gooning, fastfood or gambling. NEVER GET BORED
Never, ever touch a casino. (not 5$, not 50$ and not 1000$+)
The second your brain is taught that it's possible to turn $500 into $1,000 in 2 seconds, or $10 into $10,000, your brain may never recover from that.
Block every single user and bastard who promotes any kind of casino.
Never press the "Increase Bet" button. Whether you win or lose, your next bet will be at least the same amount or more than the previous one. (To chase your loss or chase the next dopamine hit, because a lower bet doesnt give you the same feeling anymore)
Don't tell everyone about your money, and don't get excited about the numbers on your phantom wallet until you've converted them into cash, physical items, or numbers in your bank account.
Never touch the hand of the devil bros.
God can take everything from you faster than He can gave it to you.
Joe DiMaggio easily had the craziest career path:
1936 - World Series
1937 - World Series
1938 - World Series
1939 - World Series
1941 - World Series
1943 - WWII
1944 - WWII
1945 - WWII
1947 - World Series
1949 - World Series
1950 - World Series
1951 - World Series
Then he went home to prime Marilyn Monroe.😮💨
the term gooning, is a viral and yet underexposed meme.
every new pair the past week has been about something related to gooning.
gooncoin is the play of this cycle and is still super undervalued, what would you think normies would buy if they saw a fartcoin valued at $10 and a gooncoin is still under 10m marketcap
$gooncoin is getting more and more holders every day, dont fade statistics. I will bullpost this, new pairs is rinsing alot of traders, even me. Start sizing into mid caps/high caps and hold, thats the only way to make it out this cycle. Don't fade statistics and goon. With SOL ripping im expecting alot of coins to start ripping with it. Retail is getting onboarded and what do u think if they compare a fartcoin to gooncoin? Gooning is a viral term used amongst the youth,
gooncoin.
So far this cycle we have sent every relevant gen Z slang/meme to millions
But the most obvious of them all is still in it’s infancy
This week alone I have seen 50+ “gooning” related memes bond and do numbers
But Gooncoin is still only 1m?
A repricing is imminent
I can tell the team is leveling up their content and branding
Community holding strong
Meme shills itself
Feels like a no brainer to me
$gooncoin