Things I can't tweet on main. There was a point where sammi and her friend came to the bnb and we were napping Rudy mentioned I can sleep in Sherwin's bed and you can sleep with Sammi. I totally would have snuck a kiss and then hid under the covers if that would have happened
Things I can't tweet on main. There was a point where sammi and her friend came to the bnb and we were napping Rudy mentioned I can sleep in Sherwin's bed and you can sleep with Sammi. I totally would have snuck a kiss and then hid under the covers if that would have happened.
The only thing I can do is remain her friend I've gotten to that point where I'm sure my voice and words irritate her to hell but staying quiet and strong is best
I never ever have visions of a future with anyone and yet the entire trip I found myself seeing me holding a lil girl with Rudy by myself π fuck I need to break this
Depressing gut punch ever. I think of all the moments I could have done something different but the fact remains it was never going to be real between us. π Jesus I had to get that off my chest
Spending time with Rudy is like being with your wife, your one and only the mother of your kids the perfect woman to build a life with. But reality kills the fact that you will never have this woman and none of those dreams will happen it's the happiest fleeting moments the most
Only for my burner account My friend is a girl who showed me her grandmothers family tree/life story and now I will be heartbroken when she marries another man that's not me cuz I love her family now too.