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tua and rants☂️

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lol I can’t explain how much change since I was there

but maybe I can? This acc was my first ever actual twitter acc, so I just mimicked other people behavior

that’s what I thought of normal, that’s how I tried to be

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

@apollovsunn even more cool! and I never knew

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

okay important question: how do I log off? twitter keeps sending me notifications

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@apollovsunn ooh are you polish? that’s so cool!

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I’m sorry but that’s my emotional support twink and I’m not ready for more suffering(or disrespect) for them

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

I..haven’t seen third season yet

but I spend two days rereading old tua fave fics and crying to a point my eyes hurt

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

@burnmeinashes saaame

I know it exist because I did it before but uuh

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

lol also it keeps showing me random likes from people I follow and so on

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@bohemianuwus I saw this post so so many times

but it’s true every time

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

@apollovsunn klave

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@apollovsunn not actually back but I have some tua ideas

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

oh and also...before I have the need to post all the tua news
it was so obviously manic?
idc rn, i’m fine ether way

someone will probably find and post it, which is fine

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

anyway, I will probably open this acc on the new year

that’s my favorite holiday!

Ifi wish on you all only the best memories

remember, you deserve the best things

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

but isolating in multiple ways someone who tried to support others and was open over...over they attempts

that was kinda...loose on empathy

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

I...can’t believe how ableist this fandom was though, now that I almost think clearly

like, being so so evil in the middle of my episodes, just trying to gain attention

maybe I’m wrong and my episodes wasn’t as obvious as I think it was?

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

anyway, with me not being in mania phase? I feel so much better not talking in 10+ convos

not in 4+chats

now, in my normal “want to die” one it’s alright

I feel overwhelmed even with two chats

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I have new ideas! Should I post it? idk

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listen...I was ever here to just make people smile

that’s about it, ever

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someone tried to hack this acc
oh well

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@MrsAselin uhh nothing too bad, it’s actually way more mild then my previous ones. it’s quetiapine on a really low dosage

[y ☂︎ @tuathread]

I get such a weird feeling when I try to fight effects of pills. Like, full body shrugs and light show under my eyelids

why do I even fight it? welp I’m used to falling asleep later and i plan my evening accordingly

and then the fill I will d word if I close my eyes