Been seeing a post saying “I’d rather hear your story than attend your funeral” and it gets 1000s of likes, yet this is entirely untrue. No one wants to hear what’s driving you to the end and no-one acts like they care until it’s all over. Fuck them find your own strength to live
Drove to the Cleveland clinic to hear that this chronic pain will most likely be present the extent of my life and that it’s already too wrapped into my nervous system to remove with any direct procedures or more testing currently. Big shitty..
Doctor: oh my yes you need spine surgery IMMEDIATELY your disk is fully protruded into the l5 nerve root
Me: ok when is the soonest we can do this then?
Doctor: we can get you in for a consultation in 7 weeks
You have to be fucking kidding me.
A soulmate is not going to know how to automatically handle you. A soulmate is going to learn and grow with you through your flaws and insecurities. A soulmate will choose to stay when things get tough. They will look for solutions and communicate instead of running.