val ♪ cyrene of edtwt

she/her | 21
⋆. 𐙚 ˚ pro recovery
cw: 220 lbs ᛝ cgw: 216 lbs

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

i hope everyone who recovers from their ed is happy n healthy, i'm so so proud of you all 🫶💖

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

trying so hard not to binge

[🐇𝓟𝓑 🩷 (-10/15) @Phantera_onca]

Todo dia me sentindo assim:

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

wl is so fucking frustrating i can't seem to lose anything in a deficit w/o fasting but i fucking hate fasting

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

@vodkaacals fr, because what if people are thinking "wow look at this fatass haha this person is so fat and jiggly and sweaty haha"

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

I TOOK LIKE 4 SHOTS THE OTHER DAY IM SO LIVID

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

just found out there are like 90-100 calories in 1 shot of vodka.. dude i'm so fucking mad i'm going to kms

[mazzy ⚢ 🪷 @affordlcve]

how i feel everywhere i go

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

edtwt, when do you usually have your omad?

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

"drink this to suppress your hunger" "do this to curb your appetite" nothing can curb my appetite bc i'm a fatass 😭

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

i know water is good for wl but how am i supposed to stay hydrated when i hate drinking most liquids

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

literally the only benefit to being fat is that you burn more calories

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

is fasting important for wl? i typically don't eat over 800c per day, and i try not to eat after 7-8 pm so i'm only fasting throughout the night

however, i feel like im not losing weight fast enough so i wonder if i should try a 1-2 day fast

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

ana brain so bad i mistakenly put 1/4 cup rice in microwave and cooked it for 15 minutes so it burnt badly 😭

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

using lbs/ft in a subtwt full of kg/cm 💔

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

what diet sodas do you guys like? i want to try other ones besides coke zero

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

it also made it taste sweeter, and i love sweet things 😋

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

i tried adding oikos protein yogurt into my protein shake and it was a game changer—the whole thing was around 318 cals, 47g of protein 😭 but i had to use whole milk because it's all we had, otherwise i would have switched it for reduced fat milk (which would be around 303 cals)

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

i'm just big as fuck huh

[🥝 @omadhater]

i genuinely dont have fear foods holy larp

[val ♪ cyrene of edtwt @tulwisp]

lowkenuinely how i feel