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there’s something wrong with me

[‏ً @omgsidewalks]

I took a week off work and learned two things:

1. I thrive in a life of leisure.
2. I cannot currently afford a life of leisure.

[ً @artfuIchaos]

can’t believe it’s already August. time flies when you live life on survival mode and work everyday of your fucking life.

[ً @artfuIchaos]

I don’t want a soft life because I’m lazy. I want a soft life because I’ve spent most of my life in survival mode. my nervous system has been in fight or flight since childhood and now I’m choosing peace and stability.

[femiiiiii. @femiiiszn]

honestly, most of my problems come down to two things:

1. ​i'm terrible at waking up.
2. ​i am somehow worse at going to sleep.

[゛ ☆ .ᐟ ⋆ @veinIuvr]

and for the lady, perhaps a fucking break

[hunter @3gpmh]

i once tried journaling but it looked like i was writing a suicide note

[سيدة @Ajoke__xx]

“You handled it so well ”
Thanks, I can’t remember 70% of my life anymore .

[🤠 @heavensbvnny]

I’m so burned out and depressed that I feel like I’m regressing as a person. I’ve lost my ability to communicate and genuinely connect with others. I’m so focused on surviving and staying safe in a chaotic world that I’ve forgotten how to socialize or enjoy life. My personality feels muted, my hobbies are gone, and I feel like an empty shell trapped in survival mode instead of truly living. && I hate it here

[hera @shiningdaisies]

i am fragile but not like glass or a flower but more like a bomb

[Triiad ୭୭ @triiadxx]

someone said "stop comparing yourself to people who have support systems" and that struck deep

[miia @miiagarro]

“fuck it we ball” (malnourished, heavy eye bags, dehydrated and on the verge of insanity)

[Buck @Buck36043Buck]

Does anyone else feel random moments of intense rage towards the fact that we need to Keep Going

[Mia♡ @luxemiaa]

forever in a rush to get home, and do nothing, but lay down.

[⚚Sage @belikesagee]

a job??? for 8 hours????
i don’t even sleep for 8 hours……

[The Notorious J.O.V. @whotfisjovana]

sorry i can’t come tonight i haven't had my six hours of alone time yet

[سيدة @Ajoke__xx]

Sorry for not keeping in touch. I literally have nothing to say.