i dont even know how i managed to get into this relationship im so bad at communication and he gets frustrated with me for it at times like i genuinely think he deserves someone so much better than me but i love him too much to even want to let him go
i seriously have been trying to stay clean but everything this month has been testing my patience!!! ill come back today probably. ദ്ദിᐢ..ᐢ₎ im busy today so i hope if i do end up doing anything, it wont bleed through clothing so quickly.
i bawled my eyes out while showering and passed out 😭😭😭 never again .. i really hate being an overthinker and splitting because i upset MYSELF for what i thought.
i seriously have been trying to stay clean but everything this month has been testing my patience!!! ill come back today probably. ദ്ദിᐢ..ᐢ₎ im busy today so i hope if i do end up doing anything, it wont bleed through clothing so quickly.