Starting my new position tomorrow and I made the adult decision to stay into day and deep clean and just wash my car . I want everything clean this season
Literally and once you do nothing will ever faze you again . Charge it to game and keep pushing. Learn those lessons though so you don’t have to learn that shit again
I chose my one friend who I am helping and hope they learn from me but I value our friendship so much and she don’t put her shit on me so I’m cool with it . The moment I feel like it’s weighing me down she will be gone to lol
I say that to say I have learned I can’t keep cutting everybody off who isn’t on the same level I’m on but I do realize I can only carry one who isn’t on my level cause it will eventually pull you down as well
When you heal certain things you can see where people are still fighting those traumas you already healed from and it’s like damn you really have to choose which humans you want to have this experience with
I told her good luck and he CAN NOTTTTT come back to my crib lol . I am officially kid free and it feels great not having to tend to another living creature