assassin rui ⏳

[ً @holyaches]

maybe this is for the greater good... but how can i pretend that this is the right thing? i only know that deep down this world means nothing to me without you.

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

(i wish she knew just how much i like him. alas, he won't ever know. i'd rather pine than lose the friendship i've gained.)

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse of course.

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

[clearly not in a good mood, fidgeting with the straps of his boots.]

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse i do. i really do.

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse you could get just about anyone you wanted, i'd say.

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse ..i guess you are, huh?

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse mm?

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse not in a bad way. just as a general statement..

[frowning slightly.]

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse mm. yeah. that's what i thought

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse ...and that's absolutely it?

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse is that the only time?

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse ...have you loved someone before? romantically?

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse ah..i don't think that's a good idea.
she already may not fully like me, i don't want to ruin something that took so long to build, you know?

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse i,, dunno.
it's just. loving someone you can't have is hard. at least, i think i love him.

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse just,, thinking.

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse i guess :p

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse ...nothing.

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

have you ever loved someone you couldn't have?

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

(fine with it..mm.)

[assassin rui ⏳ @twilightgunner]

@ravensdefnse [he flushed lightly.]

...thank you.