mira

[mira @twofools_]

LOL she ghosted me

[mira @twofools_]

getting high and spending forty minutes rehearsing how to subtly coyly bring up cptsd symptoms to my therapist in a way tjat doesn’t seem attention seeking but still seems thoughtful and intelligent

[mira @twofools_]

nothing describes my mom and my relationship more aptly than the time I bought the body keeps score my freshman yr of college when I was crazy depressed and she went ooh I’ve wanted to read that! and took it and I’ve never seen it since

[ᴅᴀʜʟɪᴀ @dxhliaflvrz]

at the most fuckable age of my life and the only thing i’m fucking is depressed

[mira @twofools_]

my mom after 23 years of giving me the type of brain diseases seen in combat veterans

[mira @twofools_]

dawg I got the ptsd brain scan

[mira @twofools_]

getting high and spending forty minutes rehearsing how to subtly coyly bring up cptsd symptoms to my therapist in a way tjat doesn’t seem attention seeking but still seems thoughtful and intelligent

[mira @twofools_]

I swear to god something happened to me as a kid but I can’t remember it, I just feel it all the time

[cav empty @cavempty_]

i likely died many years ago and this is all a fabrication created as a sort of purgatory for me whether thats to to teach me something or punish im not sure but i appreciate all your efforts in making this feel so real

[Bee @beekalxo]

These TikTok comments made me so sad 🙁

[mira @twofools_]

like ultimately not everybody is tweeting under the guise of helping nor should they, and commentating is normal. I am also commentating that I as a person with an ed would react in unforeseen ways if somebody said I was the best anorexic with (anecdotal) data to prove it

[mira @twofools_]

I do understand that tweets like this help communicate the severity to the general public but if somebody said this about me I would honestly throw a party and invite bella hadid like when we talk about eds we need to also keep in mind the way disordered people perceive them

[Hillcrest Card Company 🔥🍉🇨🇺🏳️‍⚧️🇻🇪🔥 @HillcrestCardCo]

I used to work in an eating disorder partial hospitalization program. I have never had a client who was as severe as Ariana Grande. If she had come in for treatment she would have immediately been sent to inpatient for a higher level of medical support.

[basil @blis5ful]

they should lower the retirement age to 23

[mira @twofools_]

I seriously just wonder what the end game of posts like these are

[mira @twofools_]

thankfully I think I’ll be making enough to keep my apartment tho

[Lu @DonLulio]

you talk to some whos 21 on twitter and realize yo brain really don’t finish developing till 25 but then you see a 27 year old on here with the same thinking process as the 21 year old and realize all this shit fake asf and we all going to hell

[mira @twofools_]

also I dropped out of college lmfao

[mira @twofools_]

@ohmydrl I actually had an increased appetite for the first couple months! I have literally no clue what the hell is going on now 💀💀

[mira @twofools_]

I have had an eating disorder for so long that at age 23 I genuinely lost my appetite for the first time ever and did not experience physical or mental hunger and it freaked me the fuck out. that has never happened to me before. I was hungry when I was 15 with appendicitis 💀

[mira @twofools_]

@ohmydrl about 4? months ago I think

[mira @twofools_]

just a straight up sign from the universe that I’m never meant to get better

[mira @twofools_]

started seeing a new therapist last week and she asked about my past experiences and I said well both past therapists I had ghosted me and never replied to my texts/emails/voicemails even tho I have looked them up since and they are practicing. and uh guess what she did this week