turner seventeen today and the worse one yet. my parents never said happy birthday, no gifts, no cake, no candle. rather i was ignored and argued with? i’m proud of myself for pushing through the day though. happy seventeenth birthday to me. and little me who dreamed of 17.
recent daily cals! 🪽
july 2nd - 780 cals
july 3rd - 602 cals
july 4th - 1542 cals
july 5th - 871 cals
july 6th - 758 cals
are you doing better than me or being a little piggy?? <33
okay so why does EVERYBODY have an eating disorder lowkey??? not to invalidate but literally anybody who eats remotely healthy has an eating disorder kinda…
i’m 65.2kg, meaning i’ve almost lost 3kg in a week ish?? i need to loose more quickly but idk if i gained any back cause i ate 1000 cals today ughhhhh we’ll see. i think ill make a stew tmrw, im craving vegetables
fml i ate too much today. 1064. i know that’s still a deficit but from how much i think about food i want to be losing it. anybody have any recommendations on what to do that will distract me from eating for hours? all i can think of is playing minecraft or fortnite.
i’ve eaten under 500 cals for the past 3 days. i’m happy about it, but im so cold and tired. i feel dizzy and weak but i hope i drop the weight fast. i’ll see when i weigh myself in the morning. what do i do when all i think about is food.
HEY! i’ve been hating on myself a lot lately so now im eating between 600-400 cals a day in hopes i drop like 12 kg atleast. im sooo sick of hating my body and my life being surrounded by food. i’ll update <33