Its so annoying how I often like. I think of how a certain person will percieve every action I do. I stop myself but it always comes naturally. What about what I think? It's my life! I really want to not live through people anymore. It's so hard (for me personally)
This bupropion is like. wow. some people just live like this!!!!!!! not constantly craving shit. low ass appetite. anyways. lucky hoes.
I'm losing weight & I'm so happy about it. & it's not in a disordered way, well it's better than what I have done in the past so idgaf.
i bet most of those skinny mukbangers are bulimic i mean look at some of their cheeks. it's hilarious that no one gaf abt THAT but ppl will cry over anything hinting at the tip of the a in anorexia idfk
I think I don't have an ed anymore because I don't have the desire to have one. Well, it's not the goal. I don't have a goal of "anorexia" anymore. I just feel like a normal girl wanting to be skinny & hot like a normal girl. (except I don't believe bs wl advice LMAO)
I want to use this account still and idgaf if ur on ed twt or not but like. I'm not on it anymore because well. I don't have an ed anymore. I wish I was hella proud of myself or smth but I'm not even but whatever. God fucking bless Bupropion fr!!! Anyways. Just want it to be me
don't perceive me omfgomfg!
I don't want a celebrity lookalike with my face but 10x thinner
I don't want attention
I'm exhausted of constantly feeling the need to be pretty Just please just let me fucking exist like a man can like a fully fleshed human fucking. Being.
Ok whatever
bye again ily all you deserve the world
i can’t be here for now it’s not good for me
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i’ll be back when i hit a milestone or accomplish something of the sorts
@freyasburner the things that have worked for me is making a change in my life like going on a trip or moving from home/my apartment or getting really into the gym or being in love or just willing myself to lock tf in
@starcaal second one it would be super unfortunate that it has to be during the year when I’m gonna turn 21 & it would make me extremely suicidal since my hw was bmi 27.4 but worth it in the end i guess 😔