maybe I just need to get beat up again. cuz at least for a short time, the noise in my head goes quiet when I do, I find peace. my mind's too noisy recently, I'm thinking too much, I feel like shit, maybe it's time to go back to hell, where it's peaceful.
bit into that mouth guard for a year now, got humbled, struggled, injured what can i say? it gave me the sense of being alive and made me sane than any therapist in the world, got addicted to it, more to come.