Me and my new boyfriend were both underweight i tried all summer to gain weight i gained 3 lbs it all wwnt to my fat fucking stomach so im like 100 lbs now. He gained 20 and got fat. Theres no winning
@carblover69 So happy to see this rn im in recovery and my boobs literally deflated. Got a new boyfriend and it makes me insecure (he still loves me but he knows I'm in recovery so I look smaller than before he met me)
Now I'm still skinnyfat but clinically underweight, still hate my body, but now that I went through what I did, as a concequence I need to build on muscle to gain back what I lost. Things can get better, my life did, but I'm stuck carrying this wound I inflicted myself.
Hey girlypops, losing weight by starving yourself is really easy but if you ever heal from whatever's got you here, it's a really long road ahead. Lost 15lbs in a month but I've been stuck at 97lbs for 2 months because I ate through my muscles. 1/?
@M0NST3REXIC Me asf bc ive never been anorexic, but alwaly had body dysmorphia and a lot of mental illnesses. Life has been so hard I want something I can control like the number on the scale. I'm loving the way my body looks now that I'm much thinner and frail. I don't plan on gaining back.
@M0NST3REXIC Imagine not having to justify you're hurting or having to open up again and again and instead people can just look at you and know you're sick. And maybe for once they'll want to help you and take you seriously because you took the pain in your mind and put it on the outside.