i can’t even look at phm fanart and content without like a pitt forming in my stomach bc i love this movie so goddamn much and it like makes me feel sick thinking about it any other autistic folk feel like this
"i hate Ryan Gosling" i say, and then i trip and fall to the ground. dozens of goscars spill from my pockets, all revealing Ryan Gosling. i panic. "this isn't what it looks like," i say, frantically scooping up all the goscars. "these aren't mine i swear" more goscars fall.