kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc
being suicidal doesn't mean that I'm going to kill myself. Being suicidal is having this inexplainable ache while you're living. It's waiting for your life to end, and wishing that you didn't have to carry on. Having this ache, and incapability to feel happy living, doesn't mean that | am going to kill myself; it just means that I wouldn't mind dying.
my sister is the epitome of young ho… this girl is making mac and cheese and she’s going back to her room to lay down between every step instead of just staying in the kitchen