Being alone is a necessary part of your healing journey.
Everybody that starts getting healthy, ends up losing friends, losing interest in parties and spending way more time alone...that is just how things work.
You are not the only one.
But this is why most people quit.
They'd rather be sick and fit in, than become their highest self and be on their own.
However, this is such an incredible gift, for being comfortable alone is the greatest superpower. It is the only way you can truly become who you are meant to be...
An opportunity to get to know and love your self, which is far more fulfilling than having lots of superficial relationships.
You're going to go through a long phase of "where the f**k are all the cool people, where is my wife, etc"...but you need to just keep going all in on yourself and trust that they will come.
And when they do, they'll be far more aligned than you could have dreamed of...but only because you were willing to take a bet on yourself.