saw this on facebook:
“if people take their own lives go to hell, then i pray there's a place in hell where the fire burns gently for those who were too hurt to save themselves.
but then again, if He can forgive a failing heart, a failing lung, and a failing liver, then why would a failing mind be any different?”
🥹💔
That all my misery is because of me
I could have done better, so much better, today, yesterday or even before.
The regret I face is consequences of the decision I didn’t take and decision I did.
And I’ve destroyed a lot of me for nothing
One important rule to stick to in these next 6 months, is to not dwell on what went wrong in the last 6 months. Heal, leave the past in the past, forgive yourself, lock in, and keep things moving.
Bring back yearning. Where you’re on the phone for hours, then somehow you’ve made your way to the kitchen, stood in the fridge twice, ended up on your bed, standing, talking nonsense but feeling everything. Where you don’t even realise you’ve been smiling for 30 mins straight.
sometimes the truest form of love is one that is ready to yield, not out of weakness, but out of selflessness. it does not hold on too tightly, nor demand to be chosen. it steps back when needed, knowing that love is about honoring the other person’s happiness, even from afar.