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Struggling alcoholic, who sometimes thinks. I need help.

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This song makes me tear up.

I went from literally wanting to end my own life to today being able to sing “I’m on my knees, I never wanna die” and mean it.

Thank you God.

#RecoveryPosse #SoberLiving #Sober

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Weekend nights are tough. Keep catching my mind thinking that there’s nothing to look forward to like weekends once promised.

It’s a lie. I have so much to look forward to. Weekdays, weekends, holidays, every day. Fuck you, mind. #RecoveryPosse #SoberLiving

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@ToriBillsFriend Thank you Tori! I appreciate you taking the time to encourage me! 🙌🏼

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After 1yr3mo of living with people in recovery (rehab + halfway house), tomorrow I am moving into a place of my own.

Mixed emotions for sure - partly sad, partly scared, but grateful and excited for a new chapter in my sobriety. #SoberLiving #RecoveryPosse

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Update: clean and sober for 1 year, 1 month, and 21 days.

Just logged back into this account for the first time since - thank you so much to everyone who took the time to encourage and support me. I couldn’t stop for a single hour, look at us now.

Keep going. Keep believing.

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Checking into rehab tomorrow - wish me luck. #RecoveryPosse #SoberLiving

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Checking into rehab tomorrow - wish me luck. #RecoveryPosse #SoberLiving

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So thankful for each and every person that took the time to like/reply to this.

I am zeroing in on a center, hoping to start mid/late September; I’m extremely nervous and afraid, but responses like yours help very much. Thank you all! #RecoveryPosse

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Have decided to seek help. Looking for rehab facilities. Wish me luck. #RecoveryPosse #SoberLiving

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@ASoberLady Thank you!

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Have decided to seek help. Looking for rehab facilities. Wish me luck. #RecoveryPosse #SoberLiving

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Just been told I have about 1.5 years left; and I somehow feel relieved?

Knowing it will all be over soon-ish is nice. #SoberPosee

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Are there online meeting I can attend? #RecoveryPosse #SoberLife

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“Give yourself a chance” - I keep repeating that to my self.

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@SaltySweetBeach On the same train. Best of luck. You’re worth it.

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Failed. Going to try tomorrow again. Wish me luck. #RecoveryPosse

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Going to try and not drink tomorrow, for the first time in 3 years. Wish me luck. #RecoveryPosse

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I failed. I drank. I hate this. #RecoveryPosse

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Going to try and not drink tomorrow, for the first time in 3 years. Wish me luck. #RecoveryPosse

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Just woke up. Already want to drink. I hate this.

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I’m trying to figure out how to best tell my loved ones that I need help. God knows I’ve done it before, but it’s never been as terrifying as this time.

I need help.

#RecoveryPosse

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@ToriBillsFriend Sorry I’m just replying to this.

Just wanted to thank you for taking the time to reply. People like you help, more than you could imagine. Thank you Tori.

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It’s wild how everything that once excited you, fades while abusing substances.

Nothing excites me anymore. I look forward to nothing. The very same substances that once made me feel alive, make me feel empty now. Nothing excites. #RecoveryPosse

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@DanYedinak I’m sorry my response is so late. However, I am very grateful you took the time to reply.

I feel very lost, but people like you help. Thank you Dan.