here’s what you do: you keep praying, you keep following His lead, and you keep trusting His timing. keep believing that what God has for you, is for you, but all in His timing.
falling in love, doing things that make you happy, etc. are all great feelings, but no feeling in or if this world is better than when you feel the presence of Jesus just lavish Himself upon you. if you haven’t experienced that yet, please allow yourself to. nothing compares.
One time my pastor said
“God wouldn’t take something good out of your life if he didn’t have something better planned” and that has changed my perspective on how I see things