Tyler Zimpfer

follower of Jesus | buckeye | WashU Law School | born & raised in a Shelby County cornfield

[Ben Sasse @BenSasse]

Friends-

This is a tough note to write, but since a bunch of you have started to suspect something, I’ll cut to the chase: Last week I was diagnosed with metastasized, stage-four pancreatic cancer, and am gonna die.

Advanced pancreatic is nasty stuff; it’s a death sentence. But I already had a death sentence before last week too — we all do.

I’m blessed with amazing siblings and half-a-dozen buddies that are genuinely brothers. As one of them put it, “Sure, you’re on the clock, but we’re all on the clock.” Death is a wicked thief, and the bastard pursues us all.

Still, I’ve got less time than I’d prefer. This is hard for someone wired to work and build, but harder still as a husband and a dad. I can’t begin to describe how great my people are. During the past year, as we’d temporarily stepped back from public life and built new family rhythms, Melissa and I have grown even closer — and that on top of three decades of the best friend a man could ever have. Seven months ago, Corrie was commissioned into the Air Force and she’s off at instrument and multi-engine rounds of flight school. Last week, Alex kicked butt graduating from college a semester early even while teaching gen chem, organic, and physics (she’s a freak). This summer, 14-year-old Breck started learning to drive. (Okay, we’ve been driving off-book for six years — but now we’ve got paper to make it street-legal.) I couldn’t be more grateful to constantly get to bear-hug this motley crew of sinners and saints.

There’s not a good time to tell your peeps you’re now marching to the beat of a faster drummer — but the season of advent isn’t the worst. As a Christian, the weeks running up to Christmas are a time to orient our hearts toward the hope of what’s to come.

Not an abstract hope in fanciful human goodness; not hope in vague hallmark-sappy spirituality; not a bootstrapped hope in our own strength (what foolishness is the evaporating-muscle I once prided myself in). Nope — often we lazily say “hope” when what we mean is “optimism.” To be clear, optimism is great, and it’s absolutely necessary, but it’s insufficient. It’s not the kinda thing that holds up when you tell your daughters you’re not going to walk them down the aisle. Nor telling your mom and pops they’re gonna bury their son.

A well-lived life demands more reality — stiffer stuff. That’s why, during advent, even while still walking in darkness, we shout our hope — often properly with a gravelly voice soldiering through tears.

Such is the calling of the pilgrim. Those who know ourselves to need a Physician should dang well look forward to enduring beauty and eventual fulfillment. That is, we hope in a real Deliverer — a rescuing God, born at a real time, in a real place. But the eternal city — with foundations and without cancer — is not yet.

Remembering Isaiah’s prophecies of what’s to come doesn’t dull the pain of current sufferings. But it does put it in eternity’s perspective:
“When we've been there 10,000 years…We've no less days to sing God's praise.”

I’ll have more to say. I’m not going down without a fight. One sub-part of God’s grace is found in the jawdropping advances science has made the past few years in immunotherapy and more. Death and dying aren’t the same — the process of dying is still something to be lived. We’re zealously embracing a lot of gallows humor in our house, and I’ve pledged to do my part to run through the irreverent tape.

But for now, as our family faces the reality of treatments, but more importantly as we celebrate Christmas, we wish you peace: “The people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of deep darkness a light has dawned….For to us a son is given” (Isaiah 9).

With great gratitude, and with gravelly-but-hopeful voices,
Ben — and the Sasses

[FOX Sports: MLB @MLBONFOX]

THE FIELD IS SET! 🍿

RT if your team will be playing October baseball!

[Tyler Zimpfer @TylerZimpfer]

@NFL_Convo Fields or Daniel Jones?

[College GameDay @CollegeGameDay]

From colleagues, to guest pickers, fans and beyond, those around the college football community share what Lee Corso means to them.

We love you, Coach 🧡

[College GameDay @CollegeGameDay]

We love you, Ben ❤️

@KirkHerbstreit pays tribute to his best friend 🐶

[Tyler Zimpfer @TylerZimpfer]

@BeauBishop Relax

[Eleven Warriors @11W]

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.

[Eleven Warriors @11W]

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.

[Meet the Press @MeetThePress]

NEW: Former President Trump beats President Biden within the margin of error in the latest @NBCNews national poll.

@SteveKornacki: “It’s the first time in more than a dozen polls we’ve seen a result like this.”

[introvert @introvertsmemes]

me recharging for 6 months after going out one saturday night

[Tyler Zimpfer @TylerZimpfer]

I’m not a Bengals fan, but when Tony Romo says that he’s convinced the team is a “juggernaut” instead of praising Josh Allen, it was music to my ears

[big content guy @bigcontentguy]

Stetson Bennett crying cause he gets kicked off his parents insurance this year

[U.S. Soccer Men's National Team @USMNT]

CHRISTIAN PULISIC!!!!!!!!!!!

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@sethwaz7 @Acre_Access Awesome idea, Seth!

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Makes my Tuesday a whole lot better

[Adam Schefter @AdamSchefter]

Doctors determined this afternoon that Steelers’ LB T.J. Watt does not surgery on his torn pectoral and he now is expected to miss about six weeks, per source.

[Tyler Zimpfer @TylerZimpfer]

Today is the official beginning of the Mitch era #SteelerNation

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Also not pictured: someone who had to bring protesting someone on this morning’s walk

[Mallary Zimpfer @MallaryCaudill]

The face of someone who protested this morning’s walk. Not pictured: also a face of someone who protested the workday 🥴

[Tyler Zimpfer @TylerZimpfer]

Coolest thing in baseball atm

[Barstool Sports @barstoolsports]

The Mets brought out Timmy Trumpet to perform Narco live for Edwin Diaz

The Absolute Scenes @GottaBelievePod

[Bleacher Report @BleacherReport]

SERENA MOVES ON 😤

The GOAT upsets No. 2 seed Anett Kontaveit to advance in the @usopen

[Will Zalatoris @WillZalatoris]

This is what I’ve worked towards. Thanks @stephencurry30 for the inspiration for my journey. Job is not done.