we rlly have no control over how we’re perceived no matter how good of a person u are or how genuine ur intentions are ppl internalize u based on their own outlook on life
romanticize your life, take pretty pictures, feel like the main character, light up a candle, read books, go for a walk, dance to your favorite music, buy yourself presents, do whatever you want, be happy - this is your life, don’t let anyone take it from you