ryn

raging bisexual ✧.*

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

i was 67kg when i stopped posting on here and now a year later im 77kg pls kill me. ive been eating a lot more with my bf so it makes sense and he makes me feel safe but im back at square one of hating myself i feel

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

feel miserable about my weight not my bf

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

hi been gone for almost a year but im a student now and i got a bf and i gained a fuck ton of weight 😭 i feel miserable

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

why can’t i look like this when im standing up UNFAIR

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

camera is fucked but anyway what a slay

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

camera is fucked but anyway what a slay

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

obv not everything bc i went for a week but i love greece and greek food sm good lord

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

vacation eats 🇬🇷🌊🐚

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

still i was excited but also terrified to weigh myself after i came back. ana has taken over my life i fear

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

im proud of myself i think

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

had sm fun on my vacation. i rlly tried to suppress my disorderd thoughts and eating bc i just truly wanted to enjoy this week with my friends and it went pretty well i think

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

i still struggled some days, especially when i noticed my friends eating less than me/being full earlier than me, but i tried not to let it stop me bc i knew i’d be miserable the whole holiday if i gave into it

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

sorry for being gone for a week i was on vacation so here are some pics as an apology!!!

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

had a friends birthday tonight and ate sm again im embarrassed

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

also FUCK YEAH

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

@unhingednahara SO TRUE

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

FUCKING NOTHING. ive been plateauing around 67kg the whole month so im gonna watch my intake for the next week so good so hopefully i’ll lose some weight before i go on holiday

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

celebrated my brothers birthday today and i ate so much i feel nauseous

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

@unhingednahara haven’t been an active army for so long but jimin my love

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

@wastedaffa1rs ppl on vinted truly know NO shame its crazy

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

fucking hate ppl on vinted bc wdym you are offering €3 when i put the shirt ON FOR 5?? CMON???

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

SAME THING HAPPEND TODAY TOO WITH A DIFFERENT COOK. i know my weight loss is noticeable but im still so uncomfortable w people commenting on it

[ryn @tzpl0ve]

one of the cooks at my job (who i never talk to btw) made such a random comment today about how much weight i’ve lost and how much skinnier i am. i don’t know how to feel about jt