im so jealous of people who can go places and meet new people
i desperately wish i knew of a place near me where i could go and meet people, but i also know if i did find one id be too shit scared to go...
i think i just have to accept im never gona have real human interactions
the second i get closer with my friends, it feels like none of them want to hang out with me anymore. ive felt so empty these past few days and noones doing anything to help. i know i have to help myself but fuck
I think I confuse people. I have a bubbly personality but a sad mind. I talk so much, but have social anxiety. I self sabotage good things, but get sad when the damage is done