this is genuinely one of the sexiest things sam ever did. he gets angry at dad, stops giving a fuck and nearly crashes the car with both himself and dean in it while dean can’t do shit about it 😭
he hates himself so much, he thinks he's John's soldier, born to follow orders and nothing else, He thinks he doesn't have his own personality because everything he is/he owns is either John's or imitates John, maybe because he was seeking validation from him??
My baby :((
this is genuinely one of the sexiest things sam ever did. he gets angry at dad, stops giving a fuck and nearly crashes the car with both himself and dean in it while dean can’t do shit about it 😭
@deanwpussy we probably are. i just think it’s ridiculous to make a post unprovoked comparing the boys’ traumas, acting like your opinion is the objective truth and then being dismissive when someone who cares about dean’s character joins the conversation and has something to say
for all the whining some people do about media literacy and unfairness in the fandom, they sure do love their little trauma olympics between characters throwing dean under the bus at every given opportunity, undermining everything he suffered and acting like he’s just whiney
john being such a pervert he predates on dean even if mary is alive and living a normal life in a big house with a yard. it's not about filling a void anymore, it's about choosing his son to satisfy him even if his wife is soundly sleeping in the next room. it's about finding
it’s so realistic with siblings. like you love them and want the best for them,willingly sacrifice a lot to make things easier for them but still have moments where you just feel bitter and you know it’s not their fault but that rotten jealousy deep down never goes away
so interesting that despite all his love for sam, how he wanted the best for him, went out of his way to make john seem like a better father to sam, he still, deep down, subconsciously, was jealous of how sam was treated more like a “son”, like a “child” than he ever was
he hates himself so much, he thinks he's John's soldier, born to follow orders and nothing else, He thinks he doesn't have his own personality because everything he is/he owns is either John's or imitates John, maybe because he was seeking validation from him??
My baby :((