ivan

it feels good

[ivan @ukeguts]

please tell me i look like a guy here .

[ivan @ukeguts]

hi

[ivan @ukeguts]

So my boyfriend took me on a date to celebrate one month and I broke the fast lol

[ivan @ukeguts]

Starting a 2 day liquid fast just to give myself some grace, god help me

[ivan @ukeguts]

Starting a 2 day liquid fast just to give myself some grace, god help me

[ivan @ukeguts]

Life is not good anymore, I haven't lost any weight in a while and I feel like I'm back at square one. I don't why I ever thought I should let myself be happy and just enjoy food lmfao, time to lock it in.

[🕷️ @rtzvv]

thinking about #DryHumping

[𝖗𝖊𝖉✞ @_redfeels]

sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times i have. do you want to me kill myself?

[ivan @ukeguts]

I'm doing good mentally but I really want to relapse, no reason for it either I just miss it lol

[ivan @ukeguts]

Hi im alive also update hes my boyfriend now and i edged him yesterday 🤤

[ivan @ukeguts]

Haven't worked with my coworker i have a crush on in a week

[ivan @ukeguts]

Haven't worked with my coworker i have a crush on in a week

[ivan @ukeguts]

Ugghhhhhbnnnn fuck

[ivan @ukeguts]

I'm trying so hard to learn coloring ts is ass

[ivan @ukeguts]

Binged 8 episodes of cherry magic last night I need that green eyed man

[ivan @ukeguts]

three 40hr work weeks in a row + overtime + coming in early + ppl being lazy + always broke cause I'm saving for a car

[ivan @ukeguts]

My boss has actually been working me like a dog this can't be my life

[ivan @ukeguts]

hi

[ivan @ukeguts]

All i'm thinking abt lately is suicide i really can't keep going

[ivan @ukeguts]

sorry i haven't been active i relapsed and slipped into a depressive episode lol

[ivan @ukeguts]

My entire family has been up my ass for weeks because they know this time of the year is bad for me. I need to get better but I know I don't want to lol, everything feels so useless