lyss

my edtwt diary | 25 | sw 119 | cw 88 | gw 90 | ugw 80

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

new to #edtwt
• been silently interacting on my main so decided to make this account :)
• im alyssa
• 24
• lesbian
• ana(?)/depression/anxiety/sh
• need more moots 👉🏻👈🏻

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

if not skinny why so tired all the time

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

@lewcals dream body fr

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

might take a lax tonight even though last time i did i felt like i was dying :/

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

how am i 40.0kg and still in bmi 17s 😭😭

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

reached a new lw this morning even though my omad was quite big last night 🧐

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

how long do you think it’ll take me to lose 2kg by just doing omad

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

@lewcals it’s giving fit check cause your outfit is so cute

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

is it better to skip lunch completely or consume 100 cals to gain 25g protein, like what will help me lose faster

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

i need tips on how to overcome a plateau (especially when already at uw bmi) that actually work, i’ve tried metab days but i still weigh the same

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

how am i averaging like 500 daily cals and still not losing 🙃

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

anyone have experience taking glucomannan?

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

my psychiatric nurse re-referred me back onto the therapies waiting list a few months ago so i haven’t been able to talk to anyone in so long and i kinda miss her, out of all the mh professionals ive seen i feel like she actually understood me

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

i’m at probably my lowest ever lw but i still don’t feel like i look as skinny as i did when i was 16 :(

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

been in bmi 17s jail for months :(

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

i lost like 15-20lbs between these pics but i feel like i look the same?? do i actually look like i now have an uw bmi? 🙃😩

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

at what point do you friends/coworkers start to notice your ed, because i’m bmi 17s but i feel like i still look completely average

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

haven’t been tracking my cals for months and instead just relying on omad, i was pretty stressed stepping back onto the scale for the first time in a while but it’s all worked out okay

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

so i’ve actually reached my gw and have an uw bmi since i was last on this acc omg

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

haven’t been on this acc for so long bc my gf saw i had another acc so i had to delete it off my phone

[lyss @ultramodernbone]

two weeks until i see my nurse again and i better be skinny, she didn’t ask about my eating habits at all this week so i guess i don’t look sick enough yet