Allah swt loves you the most and is the director of your life, doesn’t that mean he would want u to have a happy ending? Be patient, your time is coming.
Maturity has nothing to do with age. It’s a state of mind. So don’t be fooled into thinking otherwise. When you’re able to be patient in an impatient society, when you can walk away from things that disturb your peace, when you do what’s right & ignore what’s not, you’ve matured.