I cant take this anymore, im hvaing a mental breakdown, this is getting too difficult, the sludge is too powerful, its taking over, im gonna have a heart attack, my blood pressure is skyrocketing, im feeling faint
nothing will last forever,
But atleast that means that pain will *fade* too, just like the clouds during summer, just like a child's joyful laugh, just like childhood, just like the lively colors as winter comes, just like the snow the moment the moon rises
Right? I hope so.
It's good to be religious, but not addressing a religion's rules correctly is very wrong, like in your case, just because I like something not particularly religious doesn't mean I hate my religion whatsoever