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|الفقير الحقير لربي عزوجل | محبة للقراءة | عاشقة الكتب
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Wife 💍| Mother 💕

[م ح @ummqaariah]

You know you're matured when you realize that every situation doesn't need a reaction. You just gotta leave people to do the lame stuff that they do.

[م ح @ummqaariah]

Later, we spend our lives looking for these parcels, hoping to meet someone who can help us find these lost, splintered pieces of ourselves.”

-Shoshana, United States of Tara

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“From birth, each of us sets out to discover who we really are. But when trauma occurs, we create ways to survive. Often we split into pieces and abandon the most vulnerable parts of ourselves, boxing them up in tidy packages and tossing them away.

[م ح @ummqaariah]

To You belongs all praise, O Allaah, in those moments where i have lost my strength, so my weakness pulls me nearer to You.

[م ح @ummqaariah]

Golden Apple plus walnuts ♡ >>>>

[م ح @ummqaariah]

My study schedule:

1 hour: studying and meanwhile warming up my study area/blanket etc
1 hour: removing all the warmth by messing out everything around me to search the stationary I'd just kept somewhere 😑

[م ح @ummqaariah]

If you're given kokar krehnmaaz talith while mum is preparing chicken, no doubt you're the most beloved in your household 😁❤

[م ح @ummqaariah]

At times we, humans, are like stars constantly burning while others think we're shining

[م ح @ummqaariah]

Strived SO hard to complete watching this series of 9 videos of each being more than 1.5 hours and taking notes simultaneously today only to come to know now that it has 4 more actually.
*Got dark circles and headache* :/

[م ح @ummqaariah]

Plan of doing anything productive tomorrow, something that brings you — not much—but at least few steps closer to Him. Have a blessed night y'all! ♡

[م ح @ummqaariah]

Authoring my own chaos .

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Me to mother: Mey di kanger

Mouj: Ruk bae kaday ath feur godea

*EVERYTIME*

[م ح @ummqaariah]

What keeps on going in my head vs how calm I look from outside

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That near death experience when you step on your hijab during Salah .

[م ح @ummqaariah]

@thatredapple_ Not talking about the fake laugh of show but the people around me 🙄

[م ح @ummqaariah]

Was watching a comedy show on youTube which had 45+M views and everyone was dying out of laughter but all the while I couldn't even feign a smile. Seems a very serious issue 🥺

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If I've only two sons like him, I'll be on cloud nine 😄. See how sensitive this kid is, he might have seem his mother working all along and felt hurt. Allaahumma barik lahū 💞

[م ح @ummqaariah]

The sound of heavy rain while you are in bed >>>>>

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I love when I revisit an old situation and I just feel light about it. I don’t feel hurt, angry or reactive. I just feel neutral. This is a really good place to be.
#sukoon

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"This year, this year" All I can see on my tl. Bas karo ab! Har saal ka yehi rona h 🙄

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4. Allāh has promised the believing men and believing women gardens beneath which rivers flow, wherein they abide eternally, and pleasant dwellings in gardens of perpetual residence; but approval from Allāh is greater. It is that which is the great attainment. (At-Taubah 9:72)

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1. How closely nature is linked with mentality. A walk in the woods can calm anxiety, sitting and dropping stones into a lake can ease anger, even taking time to pot some plants and look after them can keep my mind occupied from dissociation.

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3. How He has prepared perpetual gardens and rivers, He Azzwa'jal exactly knows what we eternally long for and the reward He has stored for us will never despair us.