Age regression when your childhood was always dogshit sucks because you don't want to do cutesy or fun things. All you wanna do is curl up in a ball and pretend you're somewhere nobody can see you.
I’m so sensitive its embarrassing. The second I even get the slightest feeling that Im unwelcome, that I dont fit in, that im not as talented as the people around me everything just falls apart. Months of work, all the confidence id managed to build up, my entire sense of self