salem witch trials | forced semi-recovery

!TW! edtwt,shtwt
he/him, it/its, bmi 20.2
cw 48.5 kgs, gw 45.4, ugw 34.5 kgs
locals dni, block don't report, proana ONLY for me

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Fall accountability thread 🍁🎃🍂👻

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oct 7
i almost passed out today but its fine I'm fine/hj
-protien bar-180 cal
-chips- 390 cals
~total~ 570 cals

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Fall accountability thread 🍁🎃🍂👻

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Oct 6th
i ate more than i wanted but I had such sharp stomach pains and was hoping eating could fix it
-gingerale- 80 cals
-cheezits- 230 cals
-quesedilla- 200 cals
-tater tots- 250 cals
~total~ 760 cals

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@enderkcals literally anything, especially sound effects or singing (I have echolalia)

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anyways, breakfast officially skipped

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/neg

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normally little kids think im amab but this kid behind me just yelled 'LOOK SHE HAS A CROWN'

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i dont look amab but a flat chest and short hair is enough for most kids to gender me correctly...

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normally little kids think im amab but this kid behind me just yelled 'LOOK SHE HAS A CROWN'

[jia @PatBatemanWife]

"i'm most people's goal weight" you are 4'11

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@CoquetteWaif lmao i was literally just ranting about this I hate being short

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literally no one belives me when i say my waist is 23 in or that I wear extra smalls. like yes I get it I'm fat I'm just really short

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its honestly kinda frustrating to be small the way I am, I have a bmi 20 and I look chubby for my height, but I still wear extra smalls and have ppls goal proportions... i hate it

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@bmgyucals 14.4, my goal is to be smaller than every character I hyperfixate on

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ive had really sharp pains in my stomach today, I'm hoping its hunger pains and that I didn't eat 700+ cals for nothing

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turns out i didnt gain, i just bloated a shit ton due to a low intake

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id better be bloated theres no way I gained that quick cant my intake a couple days ago was so small

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that and to actually be okay with the way I look, I'm mean for once id love to feel pretty or handsome

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i just want to be able to eat three meals a day without a panic attack