Basta, stop chasing people, if they block you, cut you off, or ignore you, let them go. Let people naturally come to you and enjoy your energy. Appreciate those who are there by choice not because you chased them every time they left.
when i like someone i instantly start going too hard... i be too available, too giving, too loyal, too thoughtful, too reliable. i need to calm down & only be what someone is to me... that's my problem, i always love how i want to be loved hoping it gets reciprocated.
I want romance. I want intimacy. I want the 2 am love making. I want consistency, loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you're just for me. I want date nights. I want love so pure and true. I want it because I can return it.
I prefer dating someone who's healthy clingy. Constant talking, planning future dates/trips, and asking "When can I see you?" Yeah, I like that very much.