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vent diary . . . for the love of it all
if you are in recov please stay off my account. you will be hardblocked. mentally ill zone — please be respectful

[ʟevĭ ☆ @underher01ne]

Leviticus / Etoile
Adult | She/Her | Asian

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I don't look cute at all

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:(

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@rururu___ryu no😞😞they were always very mean to me.. also thank u its okuy...

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in highschool i wanted to cosplay mitsuha but i needed a navy skirt so i asked my friend who i could borrow one from since my circle was full of cosplayers
she said i could try our skinny friend's blue skirt "but youre too fat, it wont fit you" 🙂
it did fit in the end but. ouch

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DNI fatphobes ; anti recov ; in recov ; proana

im pro recovery + harm reduction
i hate my body and mine alone
everyone is beautiful
i am damaged im fucked up and evil I don't take my disorders that seriously because most people don't either

[ʟevĭ ☆ @underher01ne]

Leviticus / Etoile
Adult | She/Her | Asian

"secret" vent alt account
open thread for more info

+.°

[ʟevĭ ☆ @underher01ne]

new pinnnedd time

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blegh fasted for 12 hours thats good enough for now i cant just be jumping straight in

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i guess i looked fat to people because our school uniform was really prude and hid curves so my waist was hidden. i also preferred loose clothes. idk maybe im coping

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"take care" gtfo you can't stop me anymore. if all I'll ever be to you is difficult then that's what i will be. nobody wants to keep their promises to me everyone just abandons me one way or another nobody is different or special they're all frauds who only use me

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how fucked up the person that promised to never leave me and always be by my side got tired of me too. i know im so difficult but you didn't have to remind me about all the things i hate myself for

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lost 5kg already this is so amazing

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we broke up!!!! opportunity to get worse again!!!!!! im home shedtwt!!!!!

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i hope everyone finds someone that loves them

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i can't promise that
i could relapse at any time and im terrified of it
i could right now too if i really let myself fall back into it its just that easy and i was obsessed with how people cared about me but idk i have too many problems rn to add another so whatever

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Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary

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Still need to practice more
this is 3 ish days and after a shower
Looks gross

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i found a way to cut deeper during my time away and ive been 20+ days clean but it's been so tempting again

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how do i cut deeper

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back in

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logging out

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logging out