it is an unwritten rule of life that after every prolonged period of hardship and uncertainty, there is going to be a period when you are going to achieve quantum leaps across multiple areas of your life. the only requirement is that you do not give up on yourself.
Mike Tyson on discipline: "The best way to receive discipline is to do what you hate to do, but do it like you love it. You do that, that's discipline."
Rest in Power, Rasna. Even though your sharp, intrepid pen will be missed, you've left us with immense knowledge. Your greatness & erudition reminds us of the impossibility to silence a call to serve by the pen. Jowi! Jowi! Jowi!